i don’t wanna die.

i just wanna be loved. not even the romantic kind, but where like even a friend just kinda loves you a lot. that would be nice

redrola:

my mental health is deteriorating and suicidal ideation is so tiring when you know you’d never kill yoursel fbecause like its just like you dont need to think about it so much if it won’t happen so why why why

I did not realize. how deeply. deeply. insecure and sad i was.